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June 26th, 2007 by janmihaelvaldez

hahaha…i just lost the recently conducted SNO(student nurse’s organization) elections…im not happy about it neither am i sad, dont know why… but i do have some regrets, though. you see, my party mates offered me the position of assistant treasur, the moment that position was offered to me, i knew i would’nt be happy. want to know why? because in the end, i lost!… you see, i was aspiring to become the external or the internal governor of SNO, yet i wasnt offered that position, both parties, instead,chose to offer the position to neophytes and ambiguous individuals!! hahahaha, not that im being mean here but honestly, they could have offered me a higher position! damn i have been an sno officer for three straight years! this year could have been my fourth year as an officer, yun nga lang natalo ako! hahahaha…ok this is what i really feel: i am disappointed that i lost because i ran in a low position and that was all my party mates can offer me!! i would have been happy (even if i lost the election) if i chose to ran for the position that i really wanted! kasi manalo matalo, at least i would have been brave and really followed what i really want and wasnt dictated by some person!!!

in the end, i have learned a really important lesson, never let anyone dictate you and your decisions! especially if its what you really want!! there goes an award for graduation!!! hahahaha just  kidding! i dont serve my college because i aspire those shitty awards and medals!! but frankly, a little recognition would be nice right? hehe…

pero la na ako magagawa!! i blew my last shot for service to my college!! regrets!! damn i hate regrets!!

heres another thought: the moment i learned of the news that i lost, i told myself “bahala kayu jan ngayun!! kayo magpakapuyat gabi gabi sa trabaho nyo” (nagtatampo? nyahahaha, hindi ah!!) hahaha… but then i told myself (again) sayang naman, kawawa kayo pag wala ako (yabang? hahahahaha) kaya pag kailangan nyo ako, sige magpuyat tayo! tulong ako gawa ng costume and props and the float and all that during the foundation day! kahit gang dun nalang service ko!!!!

by the time that i have finished putting my thoughts into writing, ayos na ako! i just need to release it!!

if ever youve reached this part of my blog post, hmmm, salamat nagbabasa ka pala, at interasado ka sa mga iniisip ko nyahahahaha,

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